Ketenangan

For the past couple of weeks, Ummi rasa serabut sangat kepala...sebabnya...Ayah dapat offer keje baru kat Lumut..yeah right..I should be screaming out of my lungs for such a gift from Allah,that we will soon reside under one roof again..but...my concern at that time is that...I did not want to reside here...after 2 years being here...I did not feel the attachment with my job, place that I live now etc...plus, terasa sayang sangat dengan rumah kami kat semenyih tu,nak ditinggalkan begitu saje..nak disewakan?nope...takkan benarkan org lain stay kat rumah tu..lots of sentimental value.... jiwa kacau betul
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That made Ayah in trouble of making decision to move or not to move here...teruk ummi nih...however, early this morning...di pagi jumaat yang barakah ini...I bumped into my senior colleague in my dept...we walked together from the parking lot to our office..we talked on many things and finally it came to this matter...I told her all my worries...
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Being someone who has experienced a lot in her life (she's in her middle 50s)...she advised me to ask my husband to accept the offer ASAP..this is for the sake of everyone esp the kids...yeah..in life, it's hard to get all the things that we want in a perfect shape...when we wanted something, we had to lose something...that's sooo true....
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Quickly I went into my room and started to send email to dear husband on my final decision on this matter..(you read me right..we sent emails to each other okay)...he was so delighted of course!!!thanks Kak Khalidah..you really made my day...
Finally, I felt my head is lighter than the past few weeks...I am feeling greater now...and calmer too..............................